David wrote: ↑Mon Jul 26, 2021 4:40:05 pm
Anders Ofvergard wrote: ↑Sun Jul 25, 2021 10:40:17 pm
1 - What’s your thought on the swap? Who do you think used it?
So many different schools of thought come into play in regards to the events of the first swap, the confusion about what occurred that seemed to nullify the double tribal. Uncertainty about relations with my NuTjoritja tribe, and where I might wind up in a tribal. I maintained a strong bond with Kylie, but failed to really connect with the others in a way that I felt significant reassurance about. Ross approached me to collaborate the first or second day. Outside of that, I didn't make significant progress. I pretty much had to bank on the fact that I was putting forth a strong effort in the team challenges. The previous one with Yellow, and the first one with Blue I had arguably the strongest showing for the tribe that I was on. The hope was that I could create an image of team loyalty and work ethic for myself, then slowly incorporate my personality more and more. Did it work out?
We are yet to determine. Sharn understandably used the swap power, and I feel she would have regardless of the tribe rankings. She wouldn't have been given an opportunity to obtain it without ranking last though, so it was kind of a win/lose for her. Ultimately, since I had been ranked in the 1st spot, Sharn was going to think I felt unhappy with the decision. She owned up to it to me, and seemed to come from a perspective of honesty. Sharn didn't feel like she had footing on Tjoritja. She was right. I kept my options open since I never know what you inbreds will throw at us next. But truth be told, Sharn would likely have seen an exit if I didn't have much of an incentive to try and convince people otherwise. Maybe I'm blind and it would have been me. But she had life happen, which ended up causing her to miss a challenge and be less active. Not a victim of poor gameplay, but rather a focal point to try and form unity around.
With that said, I am surprisingly happy with the decision she made. I know you guys want to read so I'll continue in the next post
Without feeling like I had really solid footing, an opportunity for a shake up is welcome. At first glance, you get the oh fuck I'm on an 8 person tribe but I'm the only yellow. And I still hold a bit of that. But the shift in dynamics made me feel a bit better about holding my cards further away from my chest for now. That is, the cards I want them to know I have. There is something to be said for vulnerability in this game. If you are too vulnerable you will be sent home. If you are too well positioned, eventually it's likely people realize you are playing the best and need to leave. Maybe i'm wearing my optimistic glasses today, but I think I have just enough vulnerability here to lower my social/strategic threat level for this phase of the game, while not having too much to the point where I become an obvious boot.
What my NuPapunya experience will look like if it is bad:
- Little connection to the others on a level which would interest them in pursuing a long term relationship
- Paralysis on the tribe resulting in a scapegoat search party
- An enormous up-hill battle in each challenge, and tribal
- Lack of options to explore multiple avenues of gameplay
- Finally, a pre-merge boot which wouldn't accurately depict my involvement with the season. But deep down I'd know the thoughts of "I got swap fucked" would be in-authentic.
What my NuPapunya experience will look like if it is good:
The opposite
Jk
- My standing in the tribe providing a vehicle for social improvement
- Being the only yellow finding me in a bit of a swing position, or holding multiple options
- My vulnerability making me more approachable, or seen as a number down the road in the eyes of individual players
- An opportunity to make myself one of the most well connected people in the game having been on Imanpa, Tjoritja and Papunya with members from all original tribes. I believe only Daisy and Michelle and Sarah I havent met yet.
- Incentive for tribe mates to keep me around for current safety, and the development of a long term relationship.
- Finally, a spot in the merge. I think this is entirely possible. I lean towards this option being the more realistic one. Which means it will be a disappointment to let the game end should the former scenario arise.