- Fri Aug 13, 2021 7:52:21 pm
#75845
G'day members of the jury.
Day 29, but it feels more like Day 50. Coming into a game with all returning players, I was pretty confident that this season would be full of dynamic gameplay, big surprises, power shifts, and ultimately would be an emotional roller coaster ride. Being prepared for this, it still lived far past my expectations. I am truly grateful to the hosts and production team for allowing me to give this crazy ride one more go. It probably sounds a bit contrived, but I am also thankful to each of you. Not only for the relationships and the connections we have created, but also for making this season a battle for the ages. I know that I have played a game full of betrayal, deceit, risk, and have gotten a lot of blood on my hands. I've made mistakes, and have burned bridges along the way.
With that being said though, I feel strongly that I played a very active role in the direction and outcome of this season. I want to be open and honest about the fact that my game was by design. From Day 1, I told myself that I needed to play a fearless game. If I was going to get to the end, I wanted to do it in a Bold way, and be willing to take big risks when the time was right. This is something I want to flesh out more with my responses to each of you, but I also don't want to write a novel for you to each start with. I'm going to highlight a few key factors of my game, briefly talk about the 3 Big O's (Easy now not orgasms, Outwit Outlast Outplay), then leave the floor open to you all for me to get into more detail with my responses.
Talking about risk, one of the biggest risks I took this season was the Tessa vote. I caught a significant amount of heat for this move, but it set a strong tone for for the remainder of the merge. We had a lot of POWERFUL social/strategic players in the merge phase. Having spent time with Imanpa in the past, as well as the new relationships formed during the swap, I had a bird's eye view to what I saw to be a dangerous nexus of power forming. I felt like Tessa and Tegan were setting themselves up to dominate the game. Even though I wouldn't be their immediate target, I would have handcuffed my ability to control the power down the line if I didn't take the first shot. I believe from this vote, I was able to leverage the perception that everyone was really mad at me. My target got so big, that I think some people felt I could be dealt with later, or wouldn't pose a big risk at the end with a mad jury, I leaned into this as much as I could.
I think a key factor to my game was my awareness. What I just spoke about is one critical moment where I was able to use my awareness of the tribe and the game to win the Touchy Subject immunity, while guessing myself for most of the negative responses. I was able to turn a bad thing (displeasure others had towards me) into a benefit for my game both in that challenge, and in terms of the perception that I leaned into like I previously stated. I was also very aware of the inter-personal dynamics during the majority of the merge, and used them to put myself in an optimal position to go deep into the game. After Kylie left, I was able to rebuild my relationship with Sharn to the point that we had an agreement to be transparent with one another. I doubled down on trying to control the narrative, and pushed for Tegan to be taken out even though they were probably the most well connected player in the game. Touchy subjects helped get the ball rolling, but I am confident that if Sharn and I didn't push hard for Tegan to leave that round, it wouldn't have happened. Tegan had already voted for me previously, so in my eyes this was better for me than anyone else. Sharn had a significant amount of control and awareness about things, probably to an even further extent than myself. But I was able to recognize that, and use a lot of the information she developed to strengthen my personal game. This allowed me to make even more informed decisions than I had before, such as taking Michelle out when I knew her and Jarrad spoke about taking me out, and had a F3 with Sharn, or eliminating Daisy after Sharn made it clear that Daisy was talking finals with her, but not with me, to secure myself a spot in top 3 with nobody coming after me in F4. That was a terrible run-on sentence.
Even though I played a risky game, I was the opposite of careless, constantly re-evaluating my situation and the dynamics of the game around each corner. When I needed to take more of a back seat approach I was willing to do that. My swap experience is a great example of that. After being ranked the highest on our first swap tribe, Sharn obtained and used the power to introduce another swap. This put me in a tribe where I had only met 2 of the members previously. Instead of being reckless and unnecessarily risky, I was able to strengthen my relationship with Sharn and Baden, which helped to leverage a better position on the tribe. I was also able to create just enough doubt about me holding loyalty to people from the other side, which I think helped initially to create a perception that I was low man on the totem pole.
One huge part of this season that was a main focus of mine as well was the currency system. I have never played with any type of currency in the past, and I assume the same goes for most of us. I knew that whoever was able to use the economy within the game to their benefit the most was likely going to have a good chance to win the game. From the moment we got the first idol clues, I told myself that I would save my coins for when I needed them the most, and that the longer I could hold onto them, the more likely I would be to succeed in the end game. I never spent a single coin in this game until the moment when Sarah was buying the bounty idol. The second the previous tribal ended, I sent her coins to top her up as a means of solidifying our trust, and so I knew whatever was in the most expensive box wouldnt be used against me. Mat and I had already made an agreement not to go for the bounties, but if I could have any access or knowledge of the contents of them without buying a bounty myself, it was a win win. I continued to hold onto my coins, and began to gain more as certain people were being voted out of the game. I was in the Final 5 with 75 coins to my name, but had not been fully honest with anyone about how many I truly had, including Sharn. The argument could be made that I did not need the challenge advantages towards the end game, but it was just as important to keep them out of anyone else's hands. I set myself up (with some help from many of you!) to control the economy within the game this season, and prevent anyone else from being able to cut my end game run short because of it.
I have a lot more to talk about, but I will leave it there for now and dive into these 3 O's
Outwit - This was a long game, but I think outwitting the competition was most important for the end-game. After Mat left, I knew that the perception would be "David lost control of the narrative". While I saw a path to the end regardless, I needed to outwit the rest of the F5 in order to regain control of the narrative. I faked to Ben and Sharn that I had an extra vote, which never existed. I wanted to paint a picture, without saying it, that it was in their best interest to vote with me that round. However, going into tribal, everyone wanted someone else out. You can read back on that tribal, people were pretty public with what they wanted, Ben and Jarrad wanted each-other gone, Sharn didn't care but had spent a lot of time talking about getting Ben or Jarrad out due to challenges. This set the stage for me to change the vote to Daisy at tribal, and still have the majority without ever having an extra vote. Everyone was talking as if Daisy was going to be taken to the end no matter what, and that was a roadblock lowering my chances of sitting here. I regained control of the narrative at F5 during that tribal, and set myself up to be safe no matter which of the 4 of us won.
Outlast - I got voted for at the first tribal council I attended on Imanpa. Since then, I have fought my fuckin ass off to keep myself in the game, and I've taken my fate into my own hands whenever I could. I played a really heavy role in a lot of success in tribal challenges, but most importantly was able to secure the most Individual Immunity challenge victories at critical moments in this game. I've never seen myself as a "comp beast" or whatever the kids call it, but I was able to keep myself safe in the game on my own volition, winning mostly challenges involving being perceptive to the dynamics of the game, understanding the jurors, and being aware of the events that occurred this season. I didn't just win luck or skill challenges, I put my money where my mouth was and proved my understanding with my performances.
Outplay - Rather than flesh out how I feel I outplayed the members of the jury, I'd instead like to discuss how I outplayed Jarrad. During the merge specifically, I was responsible for taking out some of the biggest threats of this season. Some of the biggest moves that needed to be made, such as the Tessa vote, the Tegan vote, the Michelle vote, the Sharn vote, I was either directly responsible or played a heavy hand in deciding. I voted outside of the majority multiple times, like when Kylie left, or when Ben idoled Sarah out. Jarrad on the other hand was more often than not out of the loop for key decisions. He held strong social relationships, but they weren't strong enough for him to be able to influence the decisions that he wanted. He came to me earlier in the merge, and expressed displeasure with a lack of agency in the game. He didn't feel like people would see him as having been involved or being a decision maker. But nothing was done about it. He was able to take Mat out while I was gone, but that was a move Sharn constructed. Jarrad also set his sights on Ben from the middle of the merge, and was rigid about it to the point where the only time he was able to finally get Ben out was at F4 when Sharn beat him in the firemaking. I was able to control the last few rounds of the game in great part because Jarrad didn't falter his focus from Ben. It was as if he was Ahab and Ben was the White Whale. I was more fluid and adaptable to the game, which allowed me to consistently pull off the moves that benefited me personally.
This season has been interconnected like none I have ever played before. I didn't think even a few months ago that returning to play one last time was something I would consider. Hats off to a phenomenal season. It has been such a dynamic adventure, one that regardless of the outcome, I am going to look back on fondly for the rest of my life.
There are so many variables, situations and decisions that have occurred which I would like to discuss further. I look forward to shedding some light on my perspective of this crazy season. I truly feel like I would be a deserving winner of our season, one that would represent the game appropriately. Thank you